Today i got a seat given to me by a gentleman who got off 2 stops later. There were 6 others around me standing as well but he looked at me and waited till i got to him. At first i was thankful,as my hands were already shaking due to the lack of iron. Thats when i caught my reflection on the bus window i sat next to and i didnt recognize myself. To my horror, my skin had gotten paler, i looked nothing like an Indian, and my dark circles popped up even more, with deep hooded eyes. I realized i even looked sick. With my dark blue sweater on top of my shirt, i looked at how defeated my eyes looked.
They all thought im sick
The guy saw i was sick
Son of a bitch
Im not weak
I am just sick. For now.
Im mad
-3am
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