Stay, you're not gonna leave me
This place is right where you need to be
And why your words gotta mean so much to them?
When they mean nothing to me
So stay, you're not what you're hearing
Cause I've been watching you changing
And who said you're one in a million

eden- wake up

She has friends that she does love so that im jealous of them. Im jealous they get to be in her pictures where shes smiling and they get to make her happy the way i never could.

What a shame

What a pity

What an obsession this crush has become

'she likes you you know' he grumbled, as we both watched her swish away to the back.

'what do you mean?' I asked him curiously, shocked.

He didnt reply as she walked back , passing us, not before trying to poke me on my side, enticing giggles out of me. Grabbing her fingers i tried pushing her away, but she merely grinned she held on to my hand before finally letting go and throwing a subtle wink towards me.


"thats what i mean' alex nodded, as i quickly shoved my fingers into my hoodie.

I scoffed and shook my head wearily.


'to her alex, this is a game. Because we both know. Im here today, gone tomorrow'


Alex shrugged and passed me his donut. 'atleast people like you and i dont get hurt'

'atleast'  i murmured in agreement, wanting her so badly even then.

And though i cant have you this life
and maybe not the next 10 after
its okay, ill stay and watch
The woman you turn thereafter

And when the sun arrives once again
And your eyes shine a beautiful scotch
I'll once again close my eyes
and drink myself to oblivion

Because i know the littlest things about you
the way your hair runs through my hand
The way your dimple pops up unexpectedly
in a way im kinda glad

Im afraid to love someone like you
Such a bold, fiery comet
your words are swords you dont hesitate to use
the same ones that blanket me in haste

You lean in close and set my heart afire
your lips leave behind a lingering addiction
and the moment your hands then leave mine
i know im all but another friendly addition

I watch you attempt to find someone else
someone whos nothing like I
and yet when the sun goes down and we stay up
im the one picking your broken pieces at nigh'

But its okay my warrior
With your armor of gold and steel
ill be here, letting you use me
until i no longer can feel

Semanti

And when im dead to the world and the trees start to weep
remember my voice above all that you used to cherish
remember my touch my love, remember my little whispers
for dawn shall arriveth tomorrow while you sing me to sleep