will you love me?

will you love me tomorrow
when my clothes hang off my skin?
will you love me tonight lyubov
as the stars fade within?

will you love me again in the morning
as our breaths mingle in the cool air
will you love me within the sheets
as my hands search for flare?

will you love me like yesterday
your sweet giggles blanketing my ears
will you love me like he never did
soothing my god awful fears?

im scared you will love me so
all these scary parts of me
that hide away as you shine your light
so you wont ever see

im scared you will love me harder
than i have ever been loved before
how do i hold on to a love like that
when i never realized there could be more?

but i realize i will always love you
maybe because i know its time
i love you i want to shout
but despite that youre not mine

i love you as a friend you say
while i clench my hands in vain
thank you for being in my life
well, thank you for the pain

because i will love you like i did last night
when your eyes met mine
i will love you like i did this morning
when i convinced you im doing fine

and i will continue to love you throughout the day
even as you find me coughing on the bathroom floor
and i will love you throughout the journey
as we reach the emergency rooms door

therefore i will love you till tomorrow
for today will always be a mistake
tomorrow maybe you will open your heart
and realize loving us was always at stake