Tuesday 14 August 2018

Voices

The voices in my head are back again
Somehow stronger and more aggressive than before
They're sneering and chiding my every decision
How much further can i run my lord

I fervently wished i had died that day
It felt like a heavy blanket wrapped around me
A flash of light,  then suddenly waking up to faces
I cried till i could no longer see

Right now im at the cusp of insanity
Nursing life,  hoping to see tomorrow
Im struggling to breathe , to say hi
I just want to end this sorrow

I want to leave quietly with no one around
Close my eyes with a smile
Sigh to the world and let my breath go
And just die properly this time

Inner child

Oh my friend, my familiar friend I've picked up this pen to write  Too many thoughts of you  Too many anger-filled words Too many sorrow...