Time

Time

Time is passing by again it seems

Faster and faster, as the day draws close 

From sudden weeks to days to hours 

Once again I will be alone

Time

Time is as fickle-minded as I am

For it cannot decide what to bring

Will it be loneliness, anxiety and depression ?

Or just the agony of never seeing you again 

Time is passing by too fast my friend

How can one stop the concept of time 

In spirituality they tell us time doesn't exist

And here I am counting time 

Your door already opens to an empty house

The room and walls are bare of love

The carpets seem less trodden

The warmth has disappeared from your home

Time

I have lived all these years on earth 

Yet I cannot help but loathe time

For it brings the best of our world's in one 

And takes it away in the same line

I know not what time has in the future for us

For you, for Me, for our lives

All I can tell you now

I hate how time is passing by

I wish I could write you stories of joy

Of our shared laughter and pain 

I wish I could tell you how proud I am

In case I never say the words again 

But here I am as bitter like old

Cursing what I lose more than gain

For the world intends to rip me apart 

So I will depart with no pain

Yet here I am now counting seconds 

Seconds to being alone in my thoughts 

It seems fate has decided it is time 

to let go of what was meant to be not 

To whereever you go may the winds sail

And to the ground beneath you that won't ever fail

to the skies that will shower you will rain 

To the stars where we'll both end up in again

I hail thee, as my confidante and friend

I hail thee, as a sister till the end

I am but a wandering soul now with nothing to give 

I hope the time I gave, was well received 

Wherever you go. I will be your shadow . 

-S