eternal sleep

And when you hold the bottle of sleeping pills in your hand
You wonder if it would work
So you take one
The next day you take another one
Then you add another on top when you don't feel the effects fast enough

That's when you know you're fucking with your life line
And its the scariest thing in the world
When you take 3

And wonder whether you'd wake up


And you do


But sometimes


I wish I didn't


They're lethal to mind prone to negativity
And I'll end up killing myself "accidently "


I wish



-3A.M