There were alot of factors in her life that was making her a victim of herself. Suicide in a family always ends up affecting more than 1 person, and with stress and peer pressure, she lost herself along the way to live. Meeting her everyday made me realize her fire was snuffed out, gone, and she was a breathing husk of nothing, lost inside her mind of a wonderland of madness.There were times where i glimpsed her fire flickering to life with every laugh and smile she shared along with those around her, but most days she stayed unresponsive to the surrounding, like shes scum of the earth.And thats when i was hit with a hammer of realization, that this girl was also scared of love, because after everything she went through, she had had too much to loose.

She was a scared girl facing the devil himself on her own